Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Wednesday hotness
It's so hot. And I can't get the swamp cooler to work. The cold water isn't making it all the way to the pads. Luckily it's on the side of the house and not the top of the house and I can just go out and spray it with a hose, but I have to do that about once an hour for it to stay coolish. The good thing about the heat is that it makes it easier to drink water and eat less. I've already finished my first bottle of water and am moving on to number two. I AM going to get through 4 bottles of water today. My other goal for the day is to take something nutricous to work with me so I'm not starving to death and will to eat anything in sight by the time I get off. I know, so overdramatic. The heat is making me whiny. I blame Mr. Ross, lol. My last goal is check back in tonight. Good luck today everyone!
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well, I'm checking back, so that's one thing I did right today. I only drank 2.5 bottles of water today. I don't know what my problem is. I'm having some sort of anxiety isssue. I wouldn't call it an anxiety attack, but I'm not doing things I said I would do for people that trust me and rely on me. It's not ok. Ug, I hate when I feel like this. And I know that if I just did what I said I would do, what's expected of me, then I wouldn't feel like this. And it's not like it's anything major. I didn't say I would do open heart surgery or assisnate someone. I said I would fax something and return a phone call. And I can't bring myself to do either of those. What the hell?? I thought I was mostly past this. And of course, anxiety makes me want to eat. A lot. And I'm struggling to resist. Actually I'm not really even trying to resist. The only good thing is that I've resisted making pasta because it is too hot to boil stuff. I'm hoping some sleep will help me feel more able to follow through with what I said I would do in the morning. Good night.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you're having a rough time with it. Have you figured out what helps to bring you out of that funk? We're always around if you want to come over :) I actually was planning on having you over for dinner before tennis yesterday, but we're having *major* problems with our dishwasher now that our sink is fixed... it's a long story, but the gist of it is that while trying to fix the sink, Aaron broke the hose in the dishwasher. And tore some of the new paint off the wall. And the dishwasher still isn't fixed. Ok, that wasn't short at all. Anyway, you're always welcome in our mess if you want to come over ;) Maybe hanging out would help!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Lori. Yesterday was a miserable pity party day, which I'm not even sure how I got there. I feel a lot better this morning. I know hanging out helps me, but when I feel like that, it's so hard for me to actually hang out. Which is another reason why I flaked out on you with tennis the other day. My knee was hurting, but it probably would have been fine. Sorry. That's something I've worked a lot on in the past year - no flaking out on people just because I don't feel like dealing. Also, exercise is majorly helpful and I haven't really been doing that either. Guess I better get on that.
ReplyDeleteSerious bummer about your plumbing (and paint)!! I hope it gets fixed soon!